Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Bad Spot

Everything seems so terrible lately. Guess it started with my chronic stomach ache. For the past 3 weeks or so everytime i eat, i hurt. Went to the Dr and he put me on nexium and had an u/s today. Won't get the results for another few days.
Friday i found out that my mom has a tumor in her stomach. Monday i found out that it is malignant and they want to remove her stomach. I can't imagine this. It's a big procedure, but a couple people have told me it's possible to live this way and still eat. It's similar to gastric bypass. Monday i also tried to get my truck title straight. Now at least i know what i need-and it's a lawyer (which i can't afford).
Tuesday i woke up at 5 am puking. All night i was thinking about my mom. I think this is more stress related than anything. I really think i have an ulcer. I have an appt at the end of the month with a gastro. Guess i'll get an endoscopy to know for sure.
About my mom-she is amazing. I called her after the dr talked to her and she sounded completely normal. She is upset, of course, but said she can't get all worked up about it because that won't help anything. She's so right. I wish i could be like her.
So, with all this bad stuff, i'm so glad we've got a beautiful happy baby to wake up to in the morning. Now that i've bummed you out, here are some pic that you will surely enjoy.


With Me-Maw

Testing out the highchair

Julia made her smile


Again, my baby is Advanced


With the froggie Aunt Misty gave me

She likes bathtime

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

aww she's so sweet.

i'll be praying for your mama.

just have faith. it'll all work out in the end.

Katie said...

miss you lelie.
i will be praying for you mom.

call us one weekend and we'll hang out - ally and clyde don't live far from us huh?