Finally *Feeling* Pregnant

I'm sure it's mostly stress, so it may be temporary, but if not, THIS SUCKS!

*Long story short about the stress...you know that new durango we bought? Well, the seller has yet to send the title to the bank so i can't get it registered and they can't be tracked down...the place is out of business. We're making progress, but the whole situation is crappy.*

Ok, so anyway, i've been very worried about this and Steven's been great making calls, emails, and trying to get things taken care of. The old me would have loved that, but the prego me just wants affection. Just to lie on the couch and be hugged and told it's going to be fine.

And it's wearing me out. Today i just said the words out loud, "I'm so tired of being tired." Then started to cry and it snoballed into all kinds of sad thoughts:( Cried the whole way home. Please tell me this is temporary...cause up til now i've been a very good, not-so-crazy-emotional prego.

Nina's coming to BR tomorrow, so i was getting some stuff together for her-one thing is my veil. It might be her something borrowed. So, of course i had to put it on 1st. As i was lifting it to my head i thought, "this is going to make me cry again." And it almost did, but then i looked in the mirror!!! Get a load of this. Priceless.

Too bad my cousins don't read this because i'd add a few bars of "I am the beautiful reflection...of my love's affection." (If you don't get it, don't worry...you're not suppossed to...if you do, you friggin' rock!)

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Tomorrow Steven and I have LAMAZE! This should be fun...i image a crunchy granola class with a bunch of hardcore pregos who want to go "natural." We'll see.