Sunday it is!

And, yes, oh those of little faith, I will listen and wait until Sunday. Otherwise i cannot expect you to ever take another poll seriously, right? The next two days will be excruciating. And i really hope all of you understand that you will hear the news (+ or -) here...don't be expecting any phone calls:)

PLEASE...whoever voted for Thursday...i love you. Please confess.

I think i've said this before, but i am waaaaay too hopeful for this cycle.
Here are the reasons i will be pregnant:
-Mardi Gras (we're riding)
-2 year tan membership
-going to SC in Oct (2 weeks after my due date). Yes, i realize i am sick that i have a due date for a non-existent pregnancy.
-actually, i guess i can add one SC-related reason: steven will miss a tailgate or two (i know, i can hear you gasping)
-didn't go to serranno's last night (but i still have 3 days to get this out of my system)

Here is why i will NOT be preggo:
-i already have pimples (sure sign of Fred's impending arrival)
-no sore bewbies (had these both other times)
-i have a pregnancy blood test order called into the hospital (for monday)
-it's too cool to have a due date so close to my birthday
-i need a job (being preggo is one more reason to not work)

So the "reasons" to be and the reasons NOT to be are equal. Hmmmm.

Ok, enough obsessing.

Other news. I'm very blah today. Maybe it's the weather. Maybe it's because we have no money and keep spending anyway. Not looking for solutions here-the spending feels good during, just not after. Like most other girls, i just wanna bitch.

I have nothing to do now that i hate (like a job), yet i still procrastinate. Right now i want to be a stereotype and sit on my couch with ice cream. And i don't even really like ice cream. Oh, GOD, Fred really is coming, isn't he. I sound like a hormonal basket-case. Drop Dead Red Fred. Now you know where we got that name Fred from:)

Moving on. My writing class is good. When i do it. Right now i'm stuck in blah mode, but i will continue soon. So far we've been doing free writing. Basically just whatever comes to mind, which is great for me, but i don't want everyone else necessarily reading it. Some weird shit up there. But you all knew that.

Weight Watchers was today. Wasn't expecting a loss, but i actually went down .2. Yes, that's 2-tenths of a pound, but whatever, it's down.

Probably won't write again until Sunday with the big news. Unless, of course, something incredibly (hell, or mildly) interesting happens.